..holding a miracle..

8 little kilos, he’s six and he only weighs 8 kilos, even after being here at the center for nearly a year!  About two weeks ago Lucas really scared us.  I went to my family’s for the weekend only to get multiple phone calls and emails desperate for prayers for little Lucas.  It was awful.  And I couldn’t drive myself back to the center, I had to wait until a driver could come get me.  He has ups and downs, good days and bad ones.  But that weekend it was really bad, and the nursing staff was telling everyone to pray and prepare their hearts for God’s will to take the lead.  Scared me to the core, especially since Laura was gone.  I wanted her to be around and Lucas needed her to be around!  But God did take control :o) and now he’s doing better than ever!  He walked all the way to my door (which is really Laura’s door) from the place where they eat dinner, which is probably 100ft and 3 big stairs!  It was so amazing.  I was so excited when I saw he came the whole way, it was an awesome surprise :o)  So now every time I hold Lucas during church or sit with him and his little stacking ups I think, “I’m holding a miracle. A real live miracle is in my lap this instant :o) “ 

and it’s the best feeling in the world.